important!!
July 5th, 2010 at 19:35 PM
importaant!! : nyanyanayanyaynaaynayya (logged in fro Tord's comuter!!!)
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tummy hurts
Jun 25th, 2010 at 08:51 AM
my tummy hurts... shouldnt have taken them all oh my god. I will be oki !!! I just need,, to sleep,,!!1
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xrenjizzx
replied: you drank too much last night, and people even told me you were taking a shit load of pills???? you ok?
nemufilthslayer
replied to xrenjizzx : mhm!!! its just hangover!! and those were just alergy pills, my alergy went crazy and I had to take a lot ! ^_^ don't worry, nemu will be oki. lets hang out tomorrow and go to the beach !!! I have a new super cute swimsuit
kalashniper
replied to nemufilthslayer : nemu i'm picking you up. also I have to go with you guys. fucking hate the beach but if it is the swimsuit I bought for you online I have to go you have no option
Birthday Thougts
Jun 18th, 2010 at 05:06 AM
Today is my birthday. Which is weird to write down. since I never planned to do so.
I don't remember exactly when I started thinking those things, but they have been stuck inside of my mind ever since then.
Sorry for this weird post! (and also sorry for the last gloomy posts) Dont take this really seriously, this are just silly thoughts ^o^
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Birthday
Jun 18th, 2010 at 00:43 AM
nemu is being birth giving sharing doing birth
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post psychologist
May 13th, 2010 at 14:30 PM
I told him everything. from my dad, to what I think every day. told me he "has suspicions that it was happening". but then why didnt you do something? you just watched. same thing over again.
he gave me the next appointment for September. its no use trying to get help. its okay. I finally understand
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sorry if this is annoying
Mar 21st, 2010 at 18:03 PM
I went to the hospital asking for help. they said that my reasons aren't enough tto do it, that there have to be more reasons.
they still gave me an appointment with my psychologist.
it's in may. I told them I needed immediate help. Do they just expect me not to
sorry. thought for a bit. its okay. im not their priority. there ar epeople who need help too. maybe im just exxagerating things, everything will be okay.
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dropped out
Mar 15rd, 2010 at 15:22 PM
I couldn't do it anymore. I likee drawing, but art school.. I can't be in schoool, it hurts, even if at first it was okay because I thought "I'm with people who have probably been bullied in highschool ! I'm sure they will be good people!!" every single one of them. it's always the same. I dont know anymore if I really am the problem or if people are just mean spirited? why cant people understand that I try my best to be the best version of myself just for the sake of being a good person to be around? are their hearts so full of hatred that they just cant understand?
maybe I should learn from this; I have enough with the friends I already have, and I am reallly thannkful that they stick with me. Thank you guys, I don't know what I would do witohut you.
and I was also kicked out from my grandparents home because I dropped out. Im back again to my fahter's house. at least im going back to the coast, living in the city is suffocating, even if I was closer to you guys
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xrenjizzx
replied: fuck them, dropping out too. lets just stick together, okay? come to the skatepark now, I wanna be with you
Nemu is here
Jan 5th, 2010 at 16:39 PM
Hii I had to create a new account because the last one was discovered. Now I changed my user so it will be really hard to find me again!! mwhahaha!!! common people are weird but its okay they will heal
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